why’d u have to need me, why’d u have to go and let me hope, loving u aint easy, cuz everytime i fall i lose control, and ive been overthinking
its so hard to trust when will i know, steady in the deep end
i dont really open up no more
when we’re just, caught up in distress, calling you again, but you wont see me, feeling lost inside my head, im holding on to pretend
if you let me know, if you let me know, maybe it’d be different
Mhm
i’ve been slipping back in rewind
fragments of us in mind
i’ve been shifting in the silence to find,
the parts of us we left behind
To fill the void inside
But I still linger in the in-between
i fill the emptiness with memories of u and me, but nothing hits truthfully
i trace your ghost with every song I write
But I can’t find the words to get u off my mind, it’s like my heart’s on loop, cuz my heart won’t quit, tryna heal from you, but i still reminisce
when we’re just, caught up in distress, calling you again, but you wont see me, feeling lost inside my head, im holding on to pretend
if you let me know, if you let me know, maybe it’d be different
Mhm
I still scroll through the past like it’s present tense
Tryna numb what I feel but it never ends
You were home, now i know how empty it gets
Cuz every wall I build just breaks again
I’ve been walking through the noise all alone
Finding pieces of myself i never known
Learned to breathe without your shadow on my chest
But some nights still burn with words I never said
I stitched the quiet into songs that I never played
Learned to live without the echo of your name
Built a future from the fragments we outgrew
But healing still don’t feel the same without you
when we’re just, caught up in distress, calling you again, but you wont see me, feeling lost inside my head, im holding on to pretend
if you let me know, if you let me know, maybe it’d be different
Mhm
MIXEY
