Depression is one thing but ADHD is another

Watching a clock on the wall it's been 2 hours since you called I can stop overthinking it all I think over and over about that call I try to recreate it all nobody gets my thoughts they all say I'm dumb I can't help being this way I'm not alone as I can fake a smile I can force a laugh I can play the part if that's what you ask give you all I am but I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down and I'm only human I crash and brake down your words in my head are like knives in my heart but you always tear me apart