I still remember December

you’re always on my mind

even when i sleep

its so hard to dream

cuz i cant be me when im not with you

sometimes its hard to try

fallin in deep like im lost in the sea

cuz i cant be free

couldn’t face the truth

cuz im just

lost in silence

while the time spent is wasted all around

and in the madness

you had me laughing

you kept me grounded

and grateful when i was down

now its like i lost that half of me

part of growing up its what it had to be

everybody tellin me its sad to see

sad to see

i dont need nobody feelin bad for me

smile on my face but this half of me

is actually a tragedy deep down

and i remember

before you came

how we were strangers

hiding all the pain

cold as december

fallin like the rain

even when youre gone

i know you feel the same

fucked up again

cuz i cant pretend

that i aint the same

when im with you

got misty eyes

when we said goodbye

but i aint surprised

i still miss you

So don’t hold your breath

its only for one night

i ain’t afraid to say I’m not alright

just called to check on how you doing

id hate to tell ya but the truth is

ima mess in a messed up world

lotta stress in my chest

But the rest is whirled

in my head all the things i said

I can’t forget since the night u left

now its like i lost that half of me

part of growing up its what it had to be

everybody tellin me its sad to see

sad to see

i dont need nobody feelin bad for me

smile on my face but this half of me

is actually a tragedy deep down

and i remember

before you came

how we were strangers

hiding all the pain

cold as december

fallin like the rain

even when youre gone

i know you feel the same