The pain you caused me!

Yeah, yeah, uh

It's time to get real

Five years down the drain, I was lost in your game,

Thought I was your queen, but I was just your flame.

Painted smiles on my face, but the truth was in disguise,

Love letters turned to ashes, where once was fire, now lies.

Prayed for commitment, but you played me like a pawn,

Thought I was your melody, but I was just a song.

Late-night talks that turned into fights,

You showed me love, then dimmed all the lights.

I was a choice, thought I was the one,

But you left me shattered when the game was done.

I hate the pain you left me with,

I hate the thoughts of you that never quit.

You ripped my heart, shattered it in pieces,

Playing with my love while my spirit ceases.

You were my downfall, I can't take it back,

Now I'm rising from the ashes, no more heart attack.

Gave you my trust, you threw it to the wind,

Thought you were my future, never thought I’d rescind.

You were my priority, but I was just an option,

Feelings I had for you, now it's just exhaustion.

You danced in my mind and played with my hyou played me like a pawn,

Thought I was your melody, but I was just a song.

Late-night talks that turned into fights,

You showed me love, then dimmed all the lights.

I was a choice, thought I was the one,

But you left me shattered when the game was done.

I hate the pain you left me with,

I hate the thoughts of you that never quit.

You ripped my heart, shattered it in pieces,

Playing with my love while my spirit ceases.

You were my downfall, I can't take it back,

Now I'm rising from the ashes, no more heart attack.

Gave you my trust, you threw it to the wind,

Thought you were my future, never thought I’d rescind.

You were my priority, but I was just an option,

Feelings I had for you, now it's just exhaustion.

You danced in my mind and played with my heart,

But now I'm the artist, I’ll make a new start.

No more crying over what you took away,

I’m reclaiming my power, rising from decay.

Torn pages of memories, but I'm writing anew,

Your ghost in my shadow won't hold this heart blue.

I hate the pain you left me with,

I hate the thoughts of you that never quit.

You ripped my heart, shattered it in pieces,

Playing with my love while my spirit ceases.

You were my downfall, I can't take it back,

Now I'm rising from the ashes, no more heart attack.

Time to break free, I won’t be your prey,

Walking on my own, gonna find my way.

Pieces of my heart, I’ll gather and make whole,

Moving on from the shadows and reclaiming my soul.

So here's to the lessons, here's to the pain,

I'm stronger than ever, there's no more shame.

You thought I was nothing, just a pawn in your game,

But I'm rising like the sun, never feeling the same.

Yeah, I hate the pain you left me with.