Hate the Silence

Oh, the silence weighs heavy,

In this empty room I dwell,

Your ghost lingers in shadows,

Casting memories like a spell.

Five years of laughter, they turned to lies,

Thought you were my forever, but now I realize,

You built me a castle, yet buried it deep,

In the ruins of heartache, I’m swallowed by grief.

I hate the way I’m haunted by your name,

Every whisper in the dark reminds me of shame.

I hate the loneliness, it cuts like a knife,

Was it worth it to shatter the heart of my life?

I hate him, I hate what he’s done,

Left me alone, feeling so undone.

In my nightmares, in my dreams,

Everything’s broken, tearing at the seams.

I scream to the darkness, why am I here?

Drowning in sorrow, suffocating in fear.

You took my sunshine and left me in rain,

What’s left of my laughter is buried in pain.

I was a princess in a glittering tale,

Now just a victim, love’s epic fail.

Why did you choose to leave me this way?

A bridge burned in ashes, my heart's on display.

I search for the answers, but they just slip away,

Each day is a battle, a cold game we play.

I hate him, I hate what he’s done,

Left me alone, feeling so undone.

In my nightmares, in my dreams,

Everything’s broken, tearing at the seams.

I scream to the darkness, why am I here?

Drowning in sorrow, suffocating in fear.

So tell me why, why does it hurt so bad?

Why does it feel wrong to cling to the past?

You taught me love, now you left me to bleed,

What’s left of my heart is a garden of weeds.

I hate feeling worthless, lost without grace,

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I hate him, I hate what he’s done,

Left me alone, feeling so undone.

In my nightmares, in my dreams,

Everything’s broken, tearing at the seams.

I scream to the darkness, why am I here?

Drowning in sorrow, suffocating in fear.

You took my sunshine and left me in rain,

What’s left of my laughter is buried in pain.

I was a princess in a glittering tale,

Now just a victim, love’s epic fail.

Why did you choose to leave me this way?

A bridge burned in ashes, my heart's on display.

I search for the answers, but they just slip away,

Each day is a battle, a cold game we play.

I hate him, I hate what he’s done,

Left me alone, feeling so undone.

In my nightmares, in my dreams,

Everything’s broken, tearing at the seams.

I scream to the darkness, why am I here?

Drowning in sorrow, suffocating in fear.

So tell me why, why does it hurt so bad?

Why does it feel wrong to cling to the past?

You taught me love, now you left me to bleed,

What’s left of my heart is a garden of weeds.

I hate feeling worthless, lost without grace,

Searching for solace, a soft, warm embrace.

But I’ll rise from the ashes, I’ll learn to be free,

One day I’ll find the strength to just be me.