I always feel lonely, I don't know if y'all get it
Step inside a room, feel like I'm the only one in it
Wonder if I'm ever gonna beat depression
Everybody keeps on asking me the same question
How you doin? How you doin?
Fuck if I know
Never gonna say how I feel, I can't lie though
That's on the bible
I always been stressed
I got weight on my shoulder that press on my chest
What's next? (What's next?)
Is it more of it? Course it is (Course it is)
I'm not unhappy, I'm less fortunate
Take another pill so I don't have to keep forcing it
Fake smile been the same one for years
I got creases that go to my ears just to prove it
But depression has always been here
I just put a mask on so you don't see I lose it
It ain't easy hearing demons keep screaming inside my head saying "DO IT"
Take it all away ain't never gonna mean much
Take the smile away so you always gotta mean mug
I just can't help but feel like I-
I ain't been myself in a minute, no
Haven't seen myself for a minute
If you know then you know
If you don't then you don't and you just won't get it
Its a different type pain and it won't go away if you just keep kicking
(If you just keep kicking) No
I ain't been myself in a minute, no
Haven't seen myself for a minute
If you know then you know
If you don't then you don't and you just won't get it
Its a different type pain and it won't go away if you just keep kicking
(If you just keep kicking)
Everybody keeps on asking me "What's wrong with me?"
"Same shit, different day?" Mmm probably
Not giving my all but at least I'm giving honesty
I don't wanna fall but I think that I might lose flight
But I guess that's me, I just might be the worst in my family tree
I might not eat, fuck it man I might not sleep
Lately I've been struggling to find my peace, look
I've been standing on the edge face to face with death
I've been looking at myself, like I'm such a mess
I've been battling depression, and it takes my breathe
I hope you don't feel the same cause this shit ain't a flex
CRZYChaos
