[Verse 1]
Used to know my face
Now it's all cracked glass
Every promise that you wanted
I just signed it, no ask
Gave you all my quiet
Turned my colors to gray
Edited my every sentence
Just to keep you okay
[Pre-Chorus]
You said, "Stay, don't change"
So I changed everything
Now the mirror feels strange
I don't look like anything
[Chorus]
Keeping you cost me me
I bled out to make you happy
Built a home in your mood swings, tragic
Now I'm lost in your waves, your damage
Keeping you cost me me
Tore my heart up just to patch things
You were fine while I sank, you laughed it
Now I'm gone in your storm, your static (yeah)
[Verse 2]
You called it "compromise"
Really meant "obey"
Every line that I would draw
You could pull it away
I was walking on your words
Like a tightrope, thin
Every time I found my footing
You would shake it again
[Pre-Chorus]
You said, "Love means give"
So I gave everything
Now there's nothing to live
In this body, this skin
[Chorus]
Keeping you cost me me
I bled out to make you happy
Built a home in your mood swings, tragic
Now I'm lost in your waves, your damage
Keeping you cost me me
Tore my heart up just to patch things
You were fine while I sank, you laughed it
Now I'm gone in your storm, your static (woah)
[Bridge]
Turn the pain up, let it break
Let the walls shake, let ’em quake (hey!)
All this anger in my chest
Is just love that rotted, left
I was begging you to choose me
You were busy choosing you
Now the only thing I'm losing
Is the ghost you put me through
[Chorus]
Keeping you cost me me
I bled out to make you happy
Built a home in your mood swings, tragic
Now I'm done being lost, your captive
Keeping you cost me me
Now I'm burning all the baggage
If I have to walk alone, I’ll manage
’Cause I'd rather be real than fractured (yeah)
Keeping you cost me me