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Whether it's heads or tails it seems I always fail no matter what side of the coin that lands on I find myself just sitting here while you're gone trying to be what I need to be I just wanted to be you and me what if I started to hold my breath today I would probably suffocate I tell you my strength inside is caged it's probably why I become enraged because no matter how hard I try you're still saying goodbye I'm at the puzzle without all the pieces trying to figure out the pieces I needed I guess it'll come together for the right reasons I need to start kneading instead of wanting my loss of you was Haunting not sure how I'm going to get through my life in this loss of you trying to be big and strong to know my right or wrong I love you like nobody else's business it's you I want to see that Witnesses and man I'm supposed to be who needs it to be you and me so I don't even want to live unless you can forgive I just wanted it to last please forgive all my trespass I just stayed down here real low open someday I will grow and not be a disgrace but the Sun that shines on your face that is my place