Heartbeat

I’m laying in this bed

Tin roof over my head

I dont know if hes coming back tomorrow

Can’t unhear the words he said

Broken promises hateful threats

So I close my eyes, try to let go of the sorrow

I get buried in the sheets

This room haunts me bitter sweet

I see our past alive around me

I see our dead reality

I know I’m sleeping with a ghost

Making love to what used to be

Trying to bring him back to life , giving what’s left of me

I know it’s killin me the most

I’ve sacrificed everything

Trying to resuscitate

Our family

It’s time to pull the plug and finally breathe

There ain’t no love

When there ain’t no heartbeat

I put my hand on my chest

I know it’s for the best

I know where he’s waking up in the morning

Can’t wash away her kiss

Off his wine sainted lips

So I pack my bags I’m done with the hurting

I get into the car

The engine pounds with my heart

I see my future alive in front of me

Leaving my past behind

I know I’m sleeping with a ghost

Making love to what used to be

Trying to bring him back to life , giving what’s left of me

I know it’s killin me the most

I’ve sacrificed everything

Trying to resuscitate

Our family

It’s time to pull the plug and finally breathe

There ain’t no love

When there ain’t no heartbeat