Heartbeat

I’m laying in this bed 
Tin roof over my head 
I dont know if hes coming back  tomorrow 
Can’t unhear the words he said 
Broken promises hateful threats 
So I close my eyes, try to let go of the sorrow 

I get buried in the sheets 
This room haunts me bitter sweet 
I see our past alive around me 
I see our dead reality 

I know I’m sleeping with a ghost 
Making love to what used to be
Trying to bring him back to life , giving what’s left of me 
I know it’s killin me the most 
I’ve sacrificed everything 
Trying to resuscitate 
Our family 
It’s time to pull the plug and finally breathe 
There ain’t no love 
When there ain’t no heartbeat

I put my hand on my chest 
I know it’s for the best 
I know where he’s waking up in the morning  
Can’t wash away her kiss 
Off his wine sainted lips 
So I pack my bags I’m done with the hurting 

I get into the car 
The engine pounds with my heart 
I see my future alive in front of me 
Leaving my past behind  


I know I’m sleeping with a ghost 
Making love to what used to be
Trying to bring him back to life , giving what’s left of me 
I know it’s killin me the most 
I’ve sacrificed everything 
Trying to resuscitate 
Our family 
It’s time to pull the plug and finally breathe 
There ain’t no love 
When there ain’t no heartbeat

Kelsea ballerina ballad