INNOCENCE LEFT TO ROT

I remember the silence before it broke

Before the dark learned how to speak

Tiny hands shaking in the corner

While you took everything from me

You ripped the safety out my chest

Left it hollow, left it dead

Turned a child into a fucking ghost

With the shit you did instead

I learned to split just to survive

Had to bury it alive

Now there’s voices in my head

And they’re screaming all the time

There’s a girl inside my mind

She don’t talk but she don’t lie

Eyes like shattered fucking glass

And she wants somebody to die

You don’t see her when I smile

You don’t hear her when I breathe

But she’s clawing at my throat

Every time I try to sleep

I was innocence you buried

I was something you destroyed

Now I’m stitched together chaos

From the trauma you deployed

And I feel it in my veins

Like a sickness, like a curse

Every memory’s a knife

And it just keeps getting worse

I didn’t break — I fucking split

Now I’m people you can’t trace

Every version of me screaming

From a different broken place

There’s no fixing what you shattered

There’s no undoing what you made

I’m the product of your damage

I’m the price that never fades

You don’t get to fucking heal me

You don’t get to say my name

I’m the echo of your violence

And I’ll never be the same