I remember the silence before it broke
Before the dark learned how to speak
Tiny hands shaking in the corner
While you took everything from me
You ripped the safety out my chest
Left it hollow, left it dead
Turned a child into a fucking ghost
With the shit you did instead
I learned to split just to survive
Had to bury it alive
Now there’s voices in my head
And they’re screaming all the time
There’s a girl inside my mind
She don’t talk but she don’t lie
Eyes like shattered fucking glass
And she wants somebody to die
You don’t see her when I smile
You don’t hear her when I breathe
But she’s clawing at my throat
Every time I try to sleep
I was innocence you buried
I was something you destroyed
Now I’m stitched together chaos
From the trauma you deployed
And I feel it in my veins
Like a sickness, like a curse
Every memory’s a knife
And it just keeps getting worse
I didn’t break — I fucking split
Now I’m people you can’t trace
Every version of me screaming
From a different broken place
There’s no fixing what you shattered
There’s no undoing what you made
I’m the product of your damage
I’m the price that never fades
You don’t get to fucking heal me
You don’t get to say my name
I’m the echo of your violence
And I’ll never be the same