Armor in the dark

Yeah…

I didn’t come here clean.

I came here desperate.

If You’re still God in the dark,

I’m listening.

Demons know my thoughts, yeah they study my pain,

They been whispering lies, tryna rewrite my name.

Every sin on replay, every doubt in my chest,

I been fighting myself, yeah I failed that test.

I walk with the weight of a cracked belief,

Hands full of scars, heart full of grief.

I look to the sky like “Are You still there?”

Or did I talk too much and stop with the prayer?

I’m down on my knees but I won’t let go,

If You’re silent now, You’re still in control.

Even when I can’t feel Your breath,

I’ll praise You in the middle of death.

I’m surrounded by darkness, but covered by grace,

Angels in the shadows, standing in place.

When hell tries to claim me, I call Your name,

Jesus, my shield when I’m standing in flames.

I’m not alone in the night I fight,

I’m wearing heaven’s armor tonight.

I’ve seen temptation dressed up like truth,

Seen the devil smile while he cuts me loose.

Tried to run from guilt, tried to numb my soul,

Tried to play God, lost all control.

But the cross still stands when my faith gets thin,

Blood still speaks louder than my sin.

I ain’t worthy, I know that’s fact,

But mercy never asked me to earn it back.

If I fall again, You won’t turn away,

You don’t count my past when You hear me pray.

Even when my voice is weak,

You defend me when I can’t speak.

I’m surrounded by darkness, but covered by grace,

Angels in the shadows, standing in place.

When hell tries to claim me, I call Your name,

Jesus, my shield when I’m standing in flames.

I’m not alone in the night I fight,

I’m wearing heaven’s armor tonight.

This is war, not a metaphor,

My soul the prize they’re aiming for.

But You already won on Calvary,

So fear don’t get the best of me.

I hear chains break when I say Your name,

I feel light rush in like holy flame.

I was lost in the dark, but You pulled me close,

Put a crown where the enemy saw a ghost.

If the grave couldn’t hold You, it won’t hold me,

I stand redeemed, I stand holy.

No weapon formed, no lie survives,

I’m guarded by heaven, dead or alive.

If this is the valley, I’ll praise You here.

If this is the fire, I know You’re near.

I don’t need the light to prove You’re right—

I trust You most in the darkest night.