Amnesia

I tried to wear your damage,

Tried to copy how you lie.

Told myself I’d match your habits,

Let my morals fucking die.

But every time I crossed that line

My stomach turned, my throat got tight—

Guess my heart don’t do the things

Yours somehow sleeps through at night.

Pre-Chorus

You can walk away from promises

Like they’re clothes you never liked.

I keep stitching up the pieces

Of the shit you tore inside.

Chorus

’Cause I don’t break like you.

Can’t hurt the way you do.

I’m not built to kiss a stranger

Just to feel a point proved.

I can’t fake what’s real,

Can’t unlove what I feel—

God knows I tried to play your game,

But my heart won’t let me lose.

No, I don’t break like you.

Verse 2

I practiced being heartless,

Guess I failed that lesson too.

Tried to numb myself with chaos,

But it only made me bruise.

And you act like it’s survival,

But it’s just the way you hide—

I can’t turn love into weaponry

No matter how you tried.

Pre-Chorus

You disappear in silence

Like the truth don’t weigh a thing.

But every lie sits heavy

When it’s burning under skin.

Chorus

’Cause I don’t break like you.

Can’t hurt the way you do.

I’m not built to kiss a stranger

Just to feel a point proved.

I can’t fake what’s real,

Can’t unlove what I feel—

Yeah, I tried to be a cheater

Just to understand your moves,

But I don’t break like you.

Bridge

And maybe that’s the reason

You keep falling through my hands—

You’re all sharp edges, I’m all bleeding,

Still I loved you where you stand.

But I can’t keep becoming

What your damage puts me through—

If losing me don’t change you,

Maybe nothing ever will.

Final Chorus

’Cause I don’t break like you.

I don’t bend just to be used.

Yeah, I tried to copy heartbreak,

But it isn’t in my wounds.

I can’t fake what’s real,

Can’t unlove what I feel—

I’m the one thing you couldn’t ruin,

Even when you wanted to.

No, I don’t break like you.