Fingers Crossed by rhavenknoxmusic - Zona

Fingers Crossed by rhavenknoxmusic - Zona

Lyrics

Verse 1

I’ve seen your face in his phone light

At 2 a.m. when he swears he’s alone

I know the sound of your name now

Like a crack in the back of my bones

You don’t know me, but I know you

Every lie he rehearsed to be kind

I don’t hate you for believing him

God knows I did once upon a time

Pre-Chorus

If you’re wondering how this happened

How love turned into a crime

It didn’t come in screaming

It came in quiet and mine

Chorus

You don’t know yet, but I’m sorry

I fell too deep, I fell too hard

I don’t blame you for wanting him

He’s a beautiful kind of dark

If you’re bleeding, I believe it

If you’re breaking, I can tell

But now that his love’s in my bloodstream

I’ll burn with him if he goes to hell

Verse 2

He doesn’t touch you the way he touches me

Or maybe he does — that’s the truth

He makes you feel like you’re chosen

While he’s choosing what he’ll lose

You think he’s saving you from something

I know he’s running from himself

But when he says he needs me breathing

I don’t care about anyone else

Pre-Chorus

I tried to walk out clean

Tried to keep my hands pure

But loving him felt like survival

Not something I could cure

Chorus

You don’t know yet, but I’m sorry

I never meant to draw blood

I don’t blame you for wanting him

He tastes like power and love

If you’re praying that he’s different

I won’t say you’re wrong to hope

But now that I’ve felt his gravity

I’ll choke on it before I let go

Bridge (spoken / half-sung)

Maybe one day you’ll hate me

Maybe you already should

But if he ever says my name

I’d still answer — I would

Break (quiet)

I know what this makes me

I know how it sounds

But love doesn’t come with morals

When it’s dragging you down

Final Chorus

You don’t know yet, but I’m sorry

I fell in love with the flame

I don’t blame you for standing there

Thinking you could tame his pain

If it’s war, I won’t deny it

If it’s death, I’ll go there too

Because now that his love’s inside me

There’s nothing I won’t do

Outro

So when the truth finally finds you

And his hands don’t feel the same

Just know I didn’t steal him

We both lost in the same flame