Verse 1
I’ve seen your face in his phone light
At 2 a.m. when he swears he’s alone
I know the sound of your name now
Like a crack in the back of my bones
You don’t know me, but I know you
Every lie he rehearsed to be kind
I don’t hate you for believing him
God knows I did once upon a time
Pre-Chorus
If you’re wondering how this happened
How love turned into a crime
It didn’t come in screaming
It came in quiet and mine
Chorus
You don’t know yet, but I’m sorry
I fell too deep, I fell too hard
I don’t blame you for wanting him
He’s a beautiful kind of dark
If you’re bleeding, I believe it
If you’re breaking, I can tell
But now that his love’s in my bloodstream
I’ll burn with him if he goes to hell
Verse 2
He doesn’t touch you the way he touches me
Or maybe he does — that’s the truth
He makes you feel like you’re chosen
While he’s choosing what he’ll lose
You think he’s saving you from something
I know he’s running from himself
But when he says he needs me breathing
I don’t care about anyone else
Pre-Chorus
I tried to walk out clean
Tried to keep my hands pure
But loving him felt like survival
Not something I could cure
Chorus
You don’t know yet, but I’m sorry
I never meant to draw blood
I don’t blame you for wanting him
He tastes like power and love
If you’re praying that he’s different
I won’t say you’re wrong to hope
But now that I’ve felt his gravity
I’ll choke on it before I let go
Bridge (spoken / half-sung)
Maybe one day you’ll hate me
Maybe you already should
But if he ever says my name
I’d still answer — I would
Break (quiet)
I know what this makes me
I know how it sounds
But love doesn’t come with morals
When it’s dragging you down
Final Chorus
You don’t know yet, but I’m sorry
I fell in love with the flame
I don’t blame you for standing there
Thinking you could tame his pain
If it’s war, I won’t deny it
If it’s death, I’ll go there too
Because now that his love’s inside me
There’s nothing I won’t do
Outro
So when the truth finally finds you
And his hands don’t feel the same
Just know I didn’t steal him
We both lost in the same flame
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