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Sometimes I question why every day that goes by why am I here why do I try do I live just to die am I just an actor life on a stage live in cancer I don't have reason or the answer I suppose it's just for the struggle why I go through the trouble but I stay on just my destiny it's my dusk till Dawn my time in the night time still looking for the right time I can evade all this pain find a way to the grave but it ain't easy this world it needs me for some type of reason maybe it's beneath me walking on the soil born to the Earth must have a purpose in birth I guess it's just true refine my soul until I'm old death is a blessing your life was the best thing to teach you the lesson break your ego have you confessing find what's missing but it's game and God is testing I guess he's trying to make me a better version of what I can be still I can't see but there's more to the testimony still living life alone so lonely but I count my blessings thank God for the struggle that made me humble came into the world and selfish little f*** leave as an old man saved by the blood I was too self-centered and egotistic left wiser my desire expressed my artistic capabilities now I see I had to live through the adversity just to find me be the person God wanted me to be