Different

Spilling out what’s on my mind these days

Things I’m holding in cuz I was taught to say,

Nothing

She wanted me to hurt,

She wanted me to love-

She only wanted me to lurk,

She didn’t want a man,

She want a body in a hearse,

Told me show more effort-

That shit only made it worse,

I told her I ain’t feel the same,

Nobody can be perfect

(Nobody can be perfect…..)

Babe, Nobody can be perfect….

You wish I was the old me?

Girl you gotta show you worth it

Cuz everytime I love you,

You sabotage it all on purpose….

Saying my bad…..

(Say it’s your bad….)

Say it’s on me to give you what you never had…..

Say you hate me?

But then you pull me right back….

Say it’s cuz you lonely…..

(Why you do me like that?)

Told your parents that you want me?

(Lying like that……)

You ain’t never honest how you really did that

Now you say I’m acting different?

(Mmmmmmmm…….)

I thought you said you wanted distance?

(Wellllll…….)

You ain’t believe that I was risking?

(It all……)

But now you see how much you drifted-

(Awaaaaay…..)

And yet you still gon put it all on me…..

(All On me…….)

You ask for things you couldn’t give back

And when you do it always cuts me deep

You said you only wanted chit chat?

So why the hell you always shouting at me?

You momma said I’d make a good dad

That only seemed to make you think I’m weak

And every time that I would take you out

It always ended with you mad at me

Tryna make sense of what you want from me

I gave my all to see you run from me

You tell your sisters I’m abusive

You say my thoughts are too intrusive

I let you go, you say I don’t love you

I tell you stop, you say I’m tryna hurt you

(Tryna make sense of what you want from me….)

Cuz lately everything depends on me……

You call me names and think its alright

But when I do you say I start fights

Girl, I don’t understand why you telling these lies

Tryna make it real so you can cheat and sleep fine

Saying you were hurt but girl the pain is all mines

I guess you’re sister’s right, I ain’t the one for you

Cuz if I was I’d prolly get a little more from you

So that’s why-

-you say I’m acting different?

(Mmmmmmmm…….)

I thought you said you wanted distance?

(Wellllll…….)

You ain’t believe that I was risking?

(It all……)

But now you see how much you drifted-

(Awaaaaay…..)

And yet you still gon put it all on me…..

(All On me…….)

Now you say I’m acting different?

I thought you said you wanted distance?

(Wellllll…….)

You ain’t believe that I was risking?

(It alll……)

But now you see how much you drifted-

(Awaaaaay…..)

And yet you still gon put it all on me…..

(Put it All On me…….)