Spilling out what’s on my mind these days
Things I’m holding in cuz I was taught to say,
Nothing
She wanted me to hurt,
She wanted me to love-
She only wanted me to lurk,
She didn’t want a man,
She want a body in a hearse,
Told me show more effort-
That shit only made it worse,
I told her I ain’t feel the same,
Nobody can be perfect
(Nobody can be perfect…..)
Babe, Nobody can be perfect….
You wish I was the old me?
Girl you gotta show you worth it
Cuz everytime I love you,
You sabotage it all on purpose….
Saying my bad…..
(Say it’s your bad….)
Say it’s on me to give you what you never had…..
Say you hate me?
But then you pull me right back….
Say it’s cuz you lonely…..
(Why you do me like that?)
Told your parents that you want me?
(Lying like that……)
You ain’t never honest how you really did that
[Hook]
Now you say I’m acting different?
(Mmmmmmmm…….)
I thought you said you wanted distance?
(Wellllll…….)
You ain’t believe that I was risking?
(It all……)
But now you see how much you drifted-
(Awaaaaay…..)
And yet you still gon put it all on me…..
(All On me…….)
[verse 2]
You ask for things you couldn’t give back
And when you do it always cuts me deep
You said you only wanted chit chat?
So why the hell you always shouting at me?
You momma said I’d make a good dad
That only seemed to make you think I’m weak
And every time that I would take you out
It always ended with you mad at me
Tryna make sense of what you want from me
I gave my all to see you run from me
You tell your sisters I’m abusive
You say my thoughts are too intrusive
I let you go, you say I don’t love you
I tell you stop, you say I’m tryna hurt you
(Tryna make sense of what you want from me….)
Cuz lately everything depends on me……
You call me names and think its alright
But when I do you say I start fights
Girl, I don’t understand why you telling these lies
Tryna make it real so you can cheat and sleep fine
Saying you were hurt but girl the pain is all mines
I guess you’re sister’s right, I ain’t the one for you
Cuz if I was I’d prolly get a little more from you
So that’s why-
[Hook]
-you say I’m acting different?
(Mmmmmmmm…….)
I thought you said you wanted distance?
(Wellllll…….)
You ain’t believe that I was risking?
(It all……)
But now you see how much you drifted-
(Awaaaaay…..)
And yet you still gon put it all on me…..
(All On me…….)
Now you say I’m acting different?
I thought you said you wanted distance?
(Wellllll…….)
You ain’t believe that I was risking?
(It alll……)
But now you see how much you drifted-
(Awaaaaay…..)
And yet you still gon put it all on me…..
(Put it All On me…….)