Its been awhile
To much has changed,
The only thing that remains , like a bullet to the face
Emotionless
I couldnt
Theres no way I can leave this place.
Why are you staring at me?
Such a twisted smile on that beautiful face?
Peek a boo-, I see you, how did it taste? These chemicals, used to erase..the feeling of fleeing, no turning back, shit.
--Or it fading to black.
Madness..
I wasnt asking.
How about that? she missed her turn.
How could she sit there and Just watch it burn.
Madness?
Did you forget me?
Hollow like a bullet without uhh- point? ,
No bang for your buck, I was left in the dust-
And now I don"t give a-
"FUCK"
Happy to see that, you got out, before- things went to shit.
-this isnt rocket science, DID YOU JUST SPIT?
You gotta stop blaming me for all your mistakes, its the going rate...
madness,
holding it in really takes a toll.
Oh fuck- ill just bottle it all.
Nevermind..
Who made that call-
You left me stuck, just to stall-?
But without me you are just the sane- within us all.
Such a- Maybe it"s better to be alone, getting ghost? Must be a Danny phantom storybook roast. .
(Am I invisible?)
I was-
Living with (Nothing), I feel it crumbling, while Im getting cold as fuck. dont be a bitch, you shown me that I"m not missed
No it wasnt a glitch....
The less of you use it as a crutch, no Tengo nada, might as well bust-out of this eventually, gotta keep my.....
Emotions loaded. Ready for anything, Im a -pro...tective person.
if our lives meant something, maybe it would be you this time wonder-ing.
Dios mio!? Don"t ask me for anything. Everyones corrupted, emotional state buckin.
Hey! Great, thanks for the f-kn.
Next time we brunchin, slapping stupid people cuz they hungry for my somethin.
It wasnt a joke, I goin for broke-with you I am uhh- delicious, delirious, mentally unn stable-
Hello Madness, where did it all go? The sadness,(you know) surfaced the fastest?
I just-
wanted to see you in person, hoping we could get things working. But uhh- Maybe this time you can teach me how to cut loose- this noose I"m wearing.
I dont know-
Hello madness, Im certain you exist, because of what Ive become.. Ill accept the damage is done, I"m not a monster -
It was madness.