You say i changed

I wanted you to know it plain

i am not okay with how we fell apart again

You say I changed you’re right I’m not the same

But I changed from how you handled love and blame

I loved you always loved you without a doubt

That’s why I stayed when everything went south

All I got in return was suspicion and pain

Accused of things I never did time and time again

Every little doubt you throew I had to prove

Like I was guilty by the way you’d move

You cut me off you stormed away

Left me to pick up pieces every single day

I loved you more than I could show

I held us up when you let go

But you poured out venom never tried to heal

Now I’m the tired man who finally needs to breathe

I’m worn down by the storms you bring

I’m done with carrying everything

You say I’m loud you say I’m mean

That I’m confused from smoking too much dream

You say I lie you say I’ll stray

Like I’m the only one who’s broken in this play

You let your family pull every thread

Then you wonder why I’m hanging by a thread

You told me I needed you, that you needed me

But you’re the one who can’t live without their lead.

I kept my head I kept my love

But I nearly lost myself thinking that was enough.

Maybe one day we’ll find a truce or be friends

If time can stitch the wounds that never mend

I need my health I need to stand

I thought we’d grow old but plans slipped through your hands

Breakdown (spoken, quiet)

I still have your things here tell me what you want me to do

Whatever you choose whatever path you take

Know I always wanted to make you happy

I can’t live like that anymore I need to breathe

I hope you find the love you need nananananaaanaaa naaaa