I wanted you to know it plain
i am not okay with how we fell apart again
You say I changed you’re right I’m not the same
But I changed from how you handled love and blame
I loved you always loved you without a doubt
That’s why I stayed when everything went south
All I got in return was suspicion and pain
Accused of things I never did time and time again
Every little doubt you throew I had to prove
Like I was guilty by the way you’d move
You cut me off you stormed away
Left me to pick up pieces every single day
I loved you more than I could show
I held us up when you let go
But you poured out venom never tried to heal
Now I’m the tired man who finally needs to breathe
I’m worn down by the storms you bring
I’m done with carrying everything
You say I’m loud you say I’m mean
That I’m confused from smoking too much dream
You say I lie you say I’ll stray
Like I’m the only one who’s broken in this play
You let your family pull every thread
Then you wonder why I’m hanging by a thread
You told me I needed you, that you needed me
But you’re the one who can’t live without their lead.
I kept my head I kept my love
But I nearly lost myself thinking that was enough.
Maybe one day we’ll find a truce or be friends
If time can stitch the wounds that never mend
I need my health I need to stand
I thought we’d grow old but plans slipped through your hands
Breakdown (spoken, quiet)
I still have your things here tell me what you want me to do
Whatever you choose whatever path you take
Know I always wanted to make you happy
I can’t live like that anymore I need to breathe
I hope you find the love you need nananananaaanaaa naaaa
TheRoAnTigers
