Too powerful with the way that it had me.
I was shackled, had to seek help immediately.
I heard a cackle, demons beneath my feet.
Scared of tomorrow but today I will succeed.
I had to realize that I was going in the wrong direction.
I had two red eyes whenever I stared at my own reflection.
Brand new tradition, put the drugs in a coffin.
No more slow motion, no more overdosing.
Yes, I could be more than what I say I am.
No, I won’t stop until the day that I can be more than what I see in me, it’s my time to seek my destiny.
Please don’t be angry with me, I know I’m far from being complete.
I can’t let anyone down, can’t let myself down.
I need to focus on the now so I can say I’m proud.
All pink suit, new life inbound.
Black dress shoes, diamond pin with a crown.
To think I’d lose when I have people all around.
If I were to cut you loose, you’d be free with no frown.
Cry baby with sorrow and let the tears fall down.
She hides her face from me when she see me and I believe that she kinda wants me.
I won’t lie I was high at the time but soon I think she will be too.
She doing more than I thought she’d do.
Gave me a pill and said “We call them blues”
Eyes rolling back, man I was faded for days.
I had to leave but I took some just in case withdrawals take place with some company.
I’m talking past tense so don’t be ignorant.
No more perks, I told you I’d quit.
Too powerful with the way that it had me.
I was shackled, had to seek help immediately.
I heard a cackle, demons beneath my feet.
Scared of tomorrow but today I will succeed
I had to realize that I was going in the wrong direction.
I had two red eyes whenever I stared at my own reflection.
Brand new tradition, put the drugs in a coffin.
No more slow motion, no more overdosing.
No more overdosing, no more big drug binging.
No more flowing with potions that made me annoying.
I’m still a miserable fuck ya know,
I’m still fucked up without a dose.
There’s still darkness in my head, I still have terrors in my bed.
I can’t get any rest
DieSad
