Track · Mar 5, 2026 · English

Not Healed, Just Trying

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3:18

Language

English

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

I still flinch at every quiet

Check the locks three times at night

Say a prayer I halfway mean

Hope it counts if I still fight

All these thoughts I can’t untangle

Staring holes into the wall

If you’re there

I need you honest

I am tired of feeling small

[Chorus]

I’m not healed

Just trying

Hands up high

Still shaking

If this is faith

It’s fragile

Held together

Barely hanging

I don’t need all the answers

Just a reason not to quit

I’m not healed

Just trying

Please don’t let go of this

[Verse 2]

I still curse beneath my breathing

When the plans all come undone

Fold the questions into corners

Hide them where they touch the sun

I don’t talk about the nightmares

But they’re naming every fear

If you’re light

Then cut straight through them

Say you haven’t disappeared

[Chorus]

I’m not healed

Just trying

Hands up high

Still shaking

If this is faith

It’s fragile

Held together

Barely hanging

I don’t need all the answers

Just a reason not to quit

I’m not healed

Just trying

Please don’t let go of this

[Bridge]

I’ve been angry

I’ve been silent (oh)

I have slammed the door on grace

But I keep a little doorway

Just in case you meet me halfway

If I fall apart tomorrow

If I never get it right

Would you sit inside the wreckage

Stay with me through one more night?

[Chorus]

I’m not healed

Just trying

Hands up high

Still shaking

If this is faith

It’s fragile

Held together

Barely hanging

I don’t need all the answers

Just a reason not to quit

I’m not healed

Just trying

If you’re there

Don’t let this slip

[Outro]

Not healed

Just trying (just trying)

If you’re there

Please stay in it with me

Style

rockslow-burn emo rock closermale vocals. clean guitars in the versesroomy drums and gritty bass building toward a cathartic final chorus. bigstrained chorus with stacked harmonies on the hook; last repeat adds octave vocal and crashing cymbals that ring out into a lingering feedback tail.emoemotionalenglish

Prompt

Not healed, just trying—an emotional emo rock closer about holding on to fragile faith without having all the answers.

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GeneratedMar 5, 2026

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