[Verse 1]
Knees on the carpet
Same stain
Same place
Clock on the wall
Won’t look at my face
I’ve worn out this angle
Of begging the dark
My mouth making shapes
But nothing leaves a mark
[Chorus]
Am I just
Ghosted by heaven?
Left here on read
By the sky
All of my words
Sink like lead in the silence
Are you there
Or watching me die?
If you’re out there
Why don’t you reply?
[Verse 2]
I taped up the verses
Across my cracked mirror
They promise an answer
If my heart is sincere
I’m bleeding out questions
On cold bedroom tile
Your name on my tongue
Tastes like exile
[Chorus]
Am I just
Ghosted by heaven?
Left here on read
By the sky
All of my words
Sink like lead in the silence
Are you there
Or watching me die?
If you’re out there
Why don’t you reply?
[Bridge]
I used to hear something
In the spaces between
Every creak in the floorboard
Felt like you were with me
Now it’s just humming
Of a broken fan
I’m screaming your name
Like a dead contact
[Chorus]
Am I just
Ghosted by heaven?
Left here on read
By the sky
All of my words
Sink like lead in the silence
Are you there
Or watching me die?
If you’re out there
Why don’t you reply?
[Outro]
So I’ll pray one more time
To an offline line
Whisper please
Please
Into static air
If this is your answer
If this is your message
I get it
I get it
You’re not there (you’re not there)