[Verse 1]
Your keys still hang by the door
Your coat on my chair
I say your name out loud
Like you might answer there
The coffee went cold
In that blue ceramic cup
I looked away for one minute
And you never got up
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep replaying the night
Like a song I can’t stop
If I’d called you sooner
If I’d held on harder
If I’d stayed by your side
Would you still be here?
[Chorus]
I should’ve been there
I should’ve been there
I should’ve saved you
I should’ve been there
Now I’m alone in the air
(I should’ve been there)
And I can’t undo it now
[Verse 2]
Your jacket still smells
Like rain and cheap cologne
We laughed in the kitchen
Till the whole place felt like home
Now the hall feels too wide
And the bed feels чужой
I hear your laugh in the walls
Then it slips away from me
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep replaying the night
Like a line I can’t heal
If I’d seen the dark in you
If I’d known what it meant
If I’d reached for your hand
Would that have changed the end?
[Chorus]
I should’ve been there
I should’ve been there
I should’ve saved you
I should’ve been there
Now I’m alone in the air
(I should’ve been there)
And I can’t undo it now
[Bridge]
You were my home
You were my morning
My last good thought
My open door
Now I talk to the moon
In the cracked-back mirror
Saying come back
Come back here
[Final Chorus]
I should’ve been there
I should’ve been there
I should’ve saved you
I should’ve been there
Now I’m alone in the air
(I should’ve been there)
And I’ll keep loving the ghost
I’ll keep loving the ghost
Of the boy I lost
Of the boy I lost