[Verse 1]
I pick the corner seat
So I can breathe
Count the exits
Count the people looking at me
I see her laugh
I see her jeans
And somehow I turn every mirror
Into a crime scene
[Pre-Chorus]
I try to stand up straight
Like it might change
The shape of all these thoughts
That crowd my brain
[Chorus]
I feel too big in every room
Too loud, too real, too much for you
I keep comparing, losing, then
Start the whole hurt over again
(Over again)
I feel too big in every room
And I don’t know how to break through
I want to leave this skin alone
And finally let myself come home
(Come home)
[Verse 2]
At the checkout line
I hold my breath
Like a smaller body means
A smaller mess
I scroll past girls who shine
Like it’s so easy
And I make my own reflection
Mean things to me
[Pre-Chorus]
But I am tired of war
With every curve
Tired of carrying a voice
That only hurts
[Chorus]
I feel too big in every room
Too loud, too real, too much for you
I keep comparing, losing, then
Start the whole hurt over again
(Over again)
I feel too big in every room
And I don’t know how to break through
I want to leave this skin alone
And finally let myself come home
(Come home)
[Bridge]
Maybe the room is small
Maybe the world got cruel
Maybe I learned to love
The sharpest parts of you
So when I flinch today
I’ll take my hand
And say your body is not a place
For punishment
[Final Chorus]
I feel too big in every room
Too loud, too real, too much for you
I keep comparing, losing, then
Start the whole hurt over again
(Over again)
I feel too big in every room
But I’m learning how to break through
I want to leave this skin alone
And finally let myself come home
(Come home)