Still here

Some nights I lie awake

Hear my heartbeat breaking the silence

Replaying every mistake

Every word I wish I could take back

The world keeps spinning, but I’m stuck in place

Everybody moves like it’s easy

While I’m fighting my thoughts, tryna keep my faith

We’ve all felt small like we don’t belong

We’ve all held storms we carry alone

I feel every heartbeat, it’s wearing me down

The world keeps on turning, I’m lost in it now

I’ve cried in rooms that don’t even exist

Just wanting to disappear, just wanting some rest

I’m searching for peace, something to believe

I feel too much, too fast, too deep

But I’m still here, yeah I’m holding on

Still fighting the dark

Just to make it through

I see people laughing, but it don’t feel right

I see all the colors, but my world’s black and white

I’ve been chasing meaning in the dead of the night

Asking myself if this pain has a purpose in life

We’ve all felt broken behind a smile

We’ve all walked lonely roads for miles

I feel every heartbeat, it’s wearing me down

The world keeps on turning, I’m lost in it now

I’ve cried in rooms that don’t even exist

Just wanting to disappear, just wanting some rest

I’m searching for peace, something to believe

I feel too much, too fast, too deep

But I’m still here, yeah I’m holding on

Still fighting the dark

Just to make it through

If I let my guard fall

Even for a while

Would they see me for who I am

Or just walk on by

Would they understand

That I’m fighting things I never chose

Would they still love me

If I let it show

I feel every heartbeat, it’s wearing me down

The world keeps on turning, I’m lost in it now

I’ve cried in rooms that don’t even exist

Just wanting to disappear, just wanting some rest

I’m searching for peace, something to believe

I feel too much, too fast, too deep

But I’m still here, yeah I’m holding on

Still fighting the dark

Just to make it through

Outro (soft, hopeful)

Yeah I’m still here

Still breathing

Just tryna make it through