Verse 1
I swear I try to keep it steady
Tell myself I’m alright
But the cracks keep getting wider
Every lonely night
I smile when they ask how I’m doing
Say I’m holding my ground
But I’m one breath away from breaking
When your name comes around
Pre-Chorus
I’ve been fighting these feelings
Like they don’t own my soul
But the truth keeps screaming
And I’m losing control
Chorus
I’m falling apart, I can’t stop it
My hands are shaking, my heart won’t listen
I said I was strong, but I’m not it
I’m barely breathing, I’m missing you different
I try to stay calm, but I can’t pretend
I’m fine without you, I never been
I’m screaming inside, don’t know what to do
Every time I lose control over you
Verse
Your voice still lives in the silence
Every word hits me hard
I replay all the moments
Like a wound I can’t guard
I tried drowning you out with the noise
With the lights, with the crowd
But the louder the world keeps getting
The more I break down
Pre-Chorus
I’ve been lying to mirrors
Saying “you’ll be okay”
But my chest keeps caving
Every time you walk away
[Chorus Bigger]
I’m falling apart, I can’t stop it
My hands are shaking, my heart won’t listen
I said I was strong, but I’m not it
I’m barely breathing, I’m missing you different
I try to stay calm, but I can’t pretend
I’m fine without you, I never been
I’m screaming inside, don’t know what to do
Every time I lose control over you
Bridge (Strip it down – voice + piano)
If love’s a drug, I’m overdosing
If letting go’s the cure, I’m broken
I don’t know how to save myself
When losing you feels like losing myself
[pause — breath — then build]
[Final Chorus (Full Power / Gospel Energy]
I’m falling apart, can’t you see it?
I tried to hide it, but I mean it
I gave you all of me, every piece
Now I’m empty, on my knees
I try to stay calm, but I can’t pretend
I’m fine without you, I never been
I’m screaming inside, don’t know what to do
Every time I lose control…
Every time I lose control…
Every time I lose control over you