Chaos in my Mind

Caught in my head, can't break free

Every ache, every pain, it's the end for me

Drowning in the chaos, can't see past the fear

This spiral's too fast, gotta disappear

Head pounding, thoughts racing like a storm

Every little twinge feels like the worst gone wrong

Checking my pulse, seconds feel like years

Fighting off the panic, screaming in my ears

Rapid fire words, the doubts take control

Chasing shadows, losing all control

Heartbeat's a metronome of dread

Filling up my mind with things I can't forget

Am I dying right now? (Am I dying?)

Or is it just anxiety, haunting me? (Haunting me)

Clenching, sinking, falling deep

In this mental trap, can't find sleep

This health craze, it’s a fucking trap

Overthinking everything, can't relax

Head's a battlefield, lost in the fight

Fears explode in the dead of night

Broken thoughts, chaos in my mind

Searching for peace I can't find

Crippling doubt, this nightmare rush

Drowning in sickness, losing touch

Sneezing fits turn into catastrophy

Every sniffle feels like a conspiracy

Doctor's words echo, but can’t set me free

My own mind’s a prison, holding the key

Muscle tension, knots in my chest

Hoping for some relief, but it's a test

A vicious cycle, spinning out of control

Feeding on my fears, taking its toll

Am I dying right now? (Am I dying?)

Or is it just anxiety, haunting me? (Haunting me)

Clenching, sinking, falling deep

In this mental trap, can't find sleep

This health craze, it’s a fucking trap

Overthinking everything, can't relax

Head's a battlefield, lost in the fight

Fears explode in the dead of night

Broken thoughts, chaos in my mind

Searching for peace I can't find

Crippling doubt, this nightmare rush

Drowning in sickness, losing touch

Screaming in my head, can't silence the roar

Every symptom a warning, but I want more

Desperate for a cure, searching for some peace

But the chaos whispers, won't let me breathe

Heavy riffs hit like a punch to the gut

Raging screams rip through the shut

Fighting back the storm, breaking the chains

Trying to find clarity, but it's in vain

Fading echoes of the havoc within

Hoping for dawn, relief from the sin

But this mind's a war zone, never clear

In the silence, I drown in my fear