No more

I don’t make friends no more

Ain’t like them no more

I been lonely since I lost the old me, yeah

Tryna ride by myself but the devil came along

He wanna run with me, but want the death of me

Tell me, when does all this end?

Ain’t got no friends, I been tryna hide

Ain’t nowhere I belong

I done prayed on concrete floors, bled through my sins

Looked God in the face like “why you keep lettin’ me live?”

These streets raised a ghost, I been driftin’ in the dark

All my angels keep on fightin’ just to hold my broken heart

They don’t see the pain behind these eyes

They don’t feel the weight I try to hide

Everybody love you till you fall, then they vanish in the night

So I walk alone with my shadows and this fight

I don’t make friends no more

Ain’t like them no more

I been lonely since I lost the old me, yeah

Tryna ride by myself but the devil came along

He wanna run with me, but want the death of me

Tell me, when does all this end?

Ain’t got no friends, I been tryna hide

Ain’t nowhere I belong

They said healing take time, but my clock broke more than twice

I done died in my sleep, woke up still fightin’ for my life

If pain was a weapon, I’d be fully armed

But I wear my scars like scripture on my arm

Ain’t no love in the city when you real like this

Ain’t no trust in the system when you feel like this

Had to learn that peace don’t come from the crowd

It come when you talk to God out loud

Every loss was a warning, every tear was a seed

I been growin’ through the pain, even still bleed when I believe

If you knew what it cost me just to stand here and breathe

You’d never call it weakness when I fall to my knees

I don’t make friends no more

Ain’t like them no more

I been lonely since I lost the old me, yeah

Tryna ride by myself but the devil came along

He wanna run with me, but want the death of me

Tell me, when does all this end?

Ain’t got no friends, I been tryna hide

Ain’t nowhere I belong

Every loss carved a story in my skin

Every scar got a name I buried within

I been runnin’ from the ghosts of who I used to be

But they follow me, whisperin’ “come bleed with me”

So if you see me ridin’ solo in the rain,

That’s me talkin’ to God through the smoke & the shame

Ain’t no halo on my head, but He still call me home again

And maybe I was never meant to fit in....