Junkie girl

So here we are again,

cuz I danced with the devil once again,

oh I thought I could win this time,

instead I looked oh so stupid, playing in mine.

Dope sick feeling so bad,

you know the feeling,

cold sweats, shaken, goin mad,

loved ones cryin,

oh so sad.

how did I end up here once more,

I can’t even pick myself up off the floor,

Yet my brain is still screaming give me more!

I fed the monster now i'm paying the piper,

my love, bites me like a poisonous Viper.

But when I was lonely weren’t you there?

When life wasn’t fair,

weren't you the only one to say that you cared!

LIES!

All the unnecessary goodbyes!

Cuz you take me places I don’t wanna be

JUNKIE GIRL is all they see

hey don't know this fight,

this fight for my life,

tonight I just might!

I just wanna die, close my eyes and Kiss The Sky,

Leave ya'll with goodbye.

My love, can’t live with or without you;

And you showed me love, that much is true.

If only I’d seen past the mask,

I would have stuck with the flask.

Knowledge is power,

But I didn’t know and now I’m at my darkest hour!