Thoughts of mine

In my feelings and thoughts of my memories I stand alone like always battling and

Fighting my feelings like stones thrown in a broken home (stressful)

I've chosen her over anyone of my ghosts from my past

Each laugh we shared has long Faded away

I've hurt for so long but you didn’t see you was to busy trying to brake free

The noise in my head is deafening

I can never hear myself think

Blood in my eyes but my tear's will never bleed

Pain in my heart you'll never see I've been though it all fear of losing with jealousy confused pain pain do you remember me

I'm scared of hights butI'm always high

You all want to live your dreams but I’m still lost in mine in time you'll see

A story unfinished, a hill too steep

Wait [cut beat] why (how)

How selfish caring about your own emotions

You can’t have a whole new life and a piece of mine

It’s unfair to hold me back while you’re breaking free then wanna leave me caged away i guess for you it's easier for you that way(way way )way back out of your thoughts if you can help it

damaged unhealed why do they keep asking me how I feel a picture paints 1000 words

I don't care about the thing you may of heard

Can never find peace my soul troubled disturb

So i had a conversation with my daughter up in heaven and it's about time that i

Finally embracing the path I must walk on

I've dealt with and and understand that everything is love has gone.

I gave you my heart and you used it and left it where? I'm so numb to pain that i don’t even care how can I? Why should I? I was born by myself hopefully I don't die that way too.

You all want to live your dreams but I’m still lost in mine in time you'll see

A story unfinished, a hill too steep

Wait [cut beat] why (how)

How selfish caring about your own emotions

You can’t have a whole new life and a piece of mine

It’s unfair to hold me back while you’re breaking free then wanna leave me caged away i guess for you it's easier for you that way(way way )way back out of your thoughts if you can help it