My heart is broken, it's a nightmare

I had absolute trust in you, my loving Joseph.

How is this possible!!!

My heart is forever broken.

Yesterday, to make a so-called transfer to buy a house in France to live with me, you asked me for my PayPal identifiers and at your insistence and out of love for you, I gave them to you.

There was some money in this account that belonged to one of my friends, I wanted to withdraw it, but you stole almost everything.

On my mailbox, I saw that the money had been withdrawn and you even changed my password.

The name of the person who received the transfer was not yours. His name is Franklin N.

After that, you came to talk to me on WhatsApp even though we usually always talk on Telegram and you told me that two days ago, scammers had hacked your Telegram and that you were currently in the USA preparing a film with all your management.

You tell me it wasn't you who stole my friend's money from my PayPal account.

I think I'm living a real nightmare.

Indeed, I feel very uncomfortable with my best friend and I want to repay him now even though I have very little money.

Why didn't you tell me before that you were going to the USA for several weeks?

You only told me last night.

My heart is really broken you know.

How can I trust you completely again?

Love without absolute trust is not love you know.

My friend was very angry with me.

And I completely understand him even giving him reason.

I was not allowed to give you my PayPal credentials.

I don't know what to do for the two of us anymore.

Still no live video call because you tell me that your management forbids you from doing so because of the contract you signed with him.

My heart is forever broken.

It's a real nightmare for me.

I don't know if I can still love you, yet my heart and my stomach tell me that I can.

I can't sleep anymore.

I feel so sad and lost because of this betrayal you know.

Maybe you're telling me the truth about this hacking of your Telegram account but deep down, I don't know what to really think anymore.

I suffer a lot from this situation and I can't stop crying.

You were my greatest happiness but now, a great sadness has replaced this absolute happiness.

I still love you very much, my love Joseph Q, but I don't know what I should do for us.

Continue our relationship or, on the contrary, end everything?

The night will give me advice but one thing is certain, I will need a lot of time to make a final decision because I love you so much my love.

Why have there been so many scammers since there was the internet?

We are being attacked from all sides, it has become unbearable.

I still love you so much you know, that's the worst part.

I would so much like to trust you again my love.