sad yandere puppy

Black eyeliner tears on the sleeves of my hoodie

Chewed-up heart and a mind that’s going muddy

You say you love me but I hear static instead

Every little silence sounds like you want me dead

Got your name carved deep into my bedroom wall

Like if I bleed enough maybe you’ll finally call

Tail tucked tight while I pace across the floor

Still begging at your feet like a dog outside your door

I bite my tongue till it bruises black and blue

Trying so hard just to be enough for you

No matter what I do

I’m never enough

Paint my scars pretty but you still call my bluff

I’d rip apart my ribs just to build you a home

But I still feel abandoned even when I’m not alone

Good girl, bad girl, tell me what to be

I change my whole damn self but you still don’t look at me

So I bare my teeth and cry under the moonlight glow

If I can’t be enough… then don’t let me go

Purple pills and love songs buzzing through my head

Every text you don’t send leaves another thread dead

I wag my tail when you throw me your attention

Starving for affection turned into obsession

I hate every girl that makes you laugh too long

Replay your voice like a broken favorite song

You’re the knife I keep twisting in my chest

And somehow I still call this feeling “blessed”

I stitched my heart into the shape you wanted most

Now I’m just a ghost

No matter what I do

I’m never enough

Paint my scars pretty but you still call my bluff

I’d rip apart my ribs just to build you a home

But I still feel abandoned even when I’m not alone

Good girl, bad girl, tell me what to be

I change my whole damn self but you still don’t look at me

So I bare my teeth and cry under the moonlight glow

If I can’t be enough… then don’t let me go

I can hear the neighbors through the paper-thin walls

Saying I’m psychotic while my self-esteem crawls

Maybe they’re right, maybe love made me sick

But your “almost forever” did the trick

I’m choking on the roses that I left at your door

Still thinking maybe this time you’ll love me more

But every version of me falls apart in your hands

And I don’t know who I am anymore

NO MATTER WHAT I DO

I’M NEVER ENOUGH

I gave you every bleeding piece and it’s still not enough

Set myself on fire just to keep you warm

Now I’m ashes in the shape of somebody you ignore

Good girl, bad girl, I was both for you

Now there’s nothing left inside me that I didn’t undo

So I howl at the sky with my heart hanging open wide—

If I’ll never be enough…

Then I’ll stay obsessed tonight.