[Verse 1]
Staring at the ceiling
Counting every crack
Every line feels like
The way I hurt You back
Ash on all my fingers
From bridges that I burned
Saying I’d be different
Then running
Never turned
[Pre-Chorus]
I wore my pride like armor
You let the arrow pass
It went straight through my chest
I thought I’d never ask
[Chorus]
God
I’m standing at the edge of my horizon
All the colors that I stained
They’re bleeding through
If a broken heart is all I’ve got to lie in
Can You lay Your mercy in these ruins too
God
I’m standing at the edge of my horizon
I was sinking in the dark I walked into
If a broken heart is all I’ve got to cry in
Let the light I ran from finally pull me back to You
[Verse 2]
Every word I shouldn’t
Still echoes in my ribs
I traded what was holy
For shortcuts and for thrills
Hands that used to praise You
Clenched around my shame
Tried to drink the poison
Then curse You for the pain
[Pre-Chorus]
You could have left me leaking
On floors I chose to stain
Instead You sat there silent
Just holding all my blame
[Chorus]
God
I’m standing at the edge of my horizon
All the colors that I stained
They’re bleeding through
If a broken heart is all I’ve got to lie in
Can You lay Your mercy in these ruins too
God
I’m standing at the edge of my horizon
I was sinking in the dark I walked into
If a broken heart is all I’ve got to cry in
Let the light I ran from finally pull me back to You
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
If there’s a way back home from here
It’s not the road I paved with fear
If there’s a gate through all I’ve done
It’s in the scars
Not what I’ve won
[whispered vocals]
You see my sins
Still call me child
You see my rage
Still stay awhile
[crescendo]
I’m tired of my excuses
I’m tired of my disguise
If You want this shattered temple
Come rebuild it with Your fire
[Chorus]