[Verse 1]
Room’s a mess
Sink full of glasses
Phone face-down
Like it ever answers
You said
“Try
Try to get some sleep”
But the dark in my chest
Doesn’t count to three
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep scrolling through our pictures
Like I’m searching for a pulse
You look warm
I look alright
Now it’s just a screen that’s cold
[Chorus]
I’m halfway to gone
Halfway to nothing
Staring at the door
Like you’re gonna walk in
Love felt like a lifeline
Now it’s just a tight line cutting my palms
I’m halfway to gone
Halfway to gone
[Verse 2]
You loved
The way I played it strong
Joked I’d been sad
Since I was born
I laughed
Yeah
Said it was just a phase
Didn’t tell you some days
I don’t wanna be saved
[Pre-Chorus]
All your sweaters on the chair backs
Still smell like staying home
But I’m drowning in the quiet
Where your voice used to float
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
If I say I’m fine
It’s a habit
Not a truth
Every mirror that I pass
Just reflects you
[falsetto
Layered]
If you called right now
I’d pretend I’d moved on
But my hands still shake
Just hearing your song
[Chorus]