Both Sides of Me

Verse 1

I’m a fire with a frozen heart

I’m a sinner quoting sacred art

I bite my tongue, then scream too loud

Lost in the silence of the crowd

I’m the king, I’m on my knees

I’m the truth you don’t believe

I don’t fit your symmetry

I’m both sides of me

Pre-Chorus

You want me clean, you want me tame

But chaos is my second name

Chorus

I wanna be your shadow, your light

Your wrong, your right

Your fight tonight

I wanna be the reason you fall apart

Then pull you close, right to my heart

I don’t wanna choose, I don’t wanna lie

I’m heaven and I’m gasoline

If loving you is losing control

Then let me burn in between

Verse 2

I’m a whisper wrapped in noise

A loaded gun, a broken choice

I crave the fall, I fear the ground

I want you lost, I want you found

I’m the calm before the crash

I’m the wound you love to scratch

Don’t ask me who I’m supposed to be

I’m both sides of me

Pre-Chorus

You draw your lines, you build your walls

I break them just to feel it all

Chorus

I wanna be your poison, your cure

Your less, your more

Your open door

I wanna be the chaos in your veins

The sweetest kind of pain

I don’t wanna choose, I don’t wanna hide

I’m angels dressed in kerosene

If loving you means losing shape

Then let me live in between

Bridge

Don’t save me

Don’t fix me

Don’t make me pure

I don’t need forgiveness

I just need you sure

I’m not your answer

I’m not your sin

I’m the war you don’t wanna win

Final Chorus

I wanna be your shadow, your flame

Your yes, your no

Say my name

I don’t wanna choose, I don’t wanna change

I was never meant to be contained

If loving you is losing control

Then let me burn, let me be free

I’m not one thing, I’m not whole

I’m both sides of me