[Verse 1]
It’s 2 a.m. and the screen’s still bright
Your name at the top like a warning light
I type
Then erase every fragile line
Scared that I need you more than you need mine
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep saying I’m better alone
But my hand still reaches the phone
Every quiet room
Feels shaped like you
[Chorus]
I still find you
In the space on the left side of my bed
In the words I never should’ve said
I still find you
Every song
Every shadow in my room
You’re the ghost I keep inviting back too soon
I’m afraid to love
But I’m afraid to lose you too
So I still find you
I still find you
[Verse 2]
Clothes on the chair that you left last fall
Haven’t moved them once
Though I’ve tried at all
Told my friends that I’m learning to let go
But I drive by your street
Just to feel that pull
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been praying for some kind of cure
For this way I lean into your storm
I know it’s too much
Still I crave your touch
[Chorus]
I still find you
In the space on the left side of my bed
In the words I never should’ve said
I still find you
Every song
Every shadow in my room
You’re the ghost I keep inviting back too soon
I’m afraid to love
But I’m afraid to lose you too
So I still find you
I still find you
[Bridge]
If I cut you out
Who do I become?
If I say I’m fine
Will I come undone?
I’m addicted to the ache
Of almost being yours
So I leave my heart unlocked
Half-open doors (yeah)
[Chorus]
I still find you
In the space on the left side of my bed
In the words I never should’ve said
I still find you
Every song
Every shadow in my room
You’re the ghost I keep inviting back too soon
I’m afraid to love
But I’m afraid to lose you too
So I still find you
I still find you
[Outro]
Soft glow
Dark room
I still find you
Every night
Same truth
I still find you