It wasn’t that long ago when I was happy and emotionally fulfilled, but that was years ago. Now I feel like I’m alone, and I let myself go year after year. All my efforts are in vain. I can no longer detach myself from the past, and I will never stop asking myself why.
I search for comfort but I can’t find any. Everywhere I go, I feel like there’s no place for me.
Now I want to leave this place and forget all my worries, but when I come back to reality, it’s not that easy.
Yet I try, I try, but it’s not with the snap of a finger that everything stops…
It wasn’t that long ago when I was happy and emotionally fulfilled, but that was years ago. Now I feel like I’m alone, and I let myself go year after year. All my efforts are in vain. I can no longer detach myself from the past, and I will never stop asking myself why.
But if she were here, she would say, “My son, everything will be alright. Just believe, then work hard. I believe in you.”
Since she’s gone, I’ve sunk into depression,
And there’s no one to tell me that everything is going well. All I see is fake love…
Fake smiles…
She was the only one who could make me smile.
And she’s the only one I would have loved for life…
And through all these struggles, she lives in my mind and appears in my dreams.
Believe me, she was the center of my everyday life, a daily life that is now completely out of the ordinary. Sometimes I feel guilty because I’m not rich. If I were rich, or had been born into a rich family, everything would have been different. But unfortunately, there’s no magic button to reset everything back to zero.
It wasn’t that long ago when I was happy and emotionally fulfilled, but that was years ago. Now I feel like I’m alone, and I let myself go year after year. All my efforts are in vain. I can no longer detach myself from the past, and I will never stop asking myself why.
