[Verse]
I see the cracks within my heart today
It feels too broken to keep love at bay
I wonder if I ever held it true
Do I really love You like I always knew, Jesus?
[Verse 2]
The weight of my wrongs
They pull me down
A drowning soul beneath the ocean brown
Unworthy of the light that You still give
I stumble wondering why You let me live, Jesus?
[Chorus]
Do I really love You, Jesus? or just pretend
Lost in a maze that seems to never end
Searching the corners of my heavy soul
Am I the one who’s lost the way to whole
[Verse 3]
I cry at the mirror
Can’t meet my eyes
The questions scatter like starlit skies
You call me
Still I hide in my shame
Do I deserve to even call Your name, Jesus
[Bridge]
But somehow Your grace wraps me like a song
Even when I’ve done everything so wrong
You whisper through the silence and the doubt
Love isn’t earned
It’s what You’re all about, Jesus
[Chorus]
Do I really love You, Jesus? or just pretend
Lost in a maze that seems to never end
Searching the corners of my heavy soul
Am I the one who’s lost the way to whole