[Verse]
I stare at the ceiling in the quiet night
Heart’s a storm caught between wrong and right
Prayers I’ve whispered feel echoes in air
Am I lost or am I already there
[Verse 2]
Words in the book they burn in my mind
But the meaning’s slipping like I’m blind
I bought the faith wrapped in a golden bow
Now I’m unraveling what I thought I’d know
[Chorus]
Am I a wanderer chasing the flame
Or just a shadow calling his name
Do I truly believe or am I playing a part
God I’m scared to measure my heart
[Verse 3]
I sing hallelujah but my voice feels cracked
Is this devotion or something that I’ve lacked
I’ve walked the path but have I closed my eyes
Could you love me if I’m tangled in lies
[Bridge]
The stars look different when I question the light
Like I’ve been dancing in pitch black night
But in this torn and frightened place I’m in
Could finding myself be where you begin
[Chorus]
Am I a wanderer chasing the flame
Or just a shadow calling his name
Do I truly believe or am I playing a part
God I’m scared to measure my heart