too much for nothing

Every damn concert, front row ride

Laughed like fools under neon lights

You said, “You’re my person, I got you for life”

So we inked it deep like a goddamn rite

Coffee runs after reckless nights

I showed up. You just liked the light

Thought I’d found my forever friend

But I was the one who cared in the end

I gave you love, I gave you time

Picked you up when you crossed the line

But the weight was always mine to bear

And fuck, you didn’t even care

So I’m done — walking the fuck away

From your half-assed words and your fake-ass grace

You were my best friend — or so I assumed

But I’m done giving love to someone immune

I bled for you while you stayed cold

Guess some ink fades, and some just molds

Twice I drank too much to stand

You left me with keys in my shaky hands

What kind of friend just lets you drive

When you might not make it home alive?

I’m done — walking the fuck away

From the silence, the weight, the games you play

You were my best friend — that’s what I believed

But love ain’t love when one’s deceived

Too much for nothing — but I still remain

And you? You’re just a name in pain

Too much for nothing…

But I finally gave it up.