[Intro — hyping self up for emotional ride, ]
Here we go
Okay okay okay okay okay
Here we go again
Another night, another empty room
I still see you but you’re so far away…
[Hook]
I keep a couple pills in my bag is that something you can get used to?
If I told you what I mixed together would you join me and take one or two?
Foaming at the mouth again, I don’t want paramedics baby just you
Overdosing doesn’t feel so bad when the narcan is from you
After all these Xanax I still can’t forget our memories
Even still after I switch to liquor, it doesn’t work, now I’m starting to hate Hennessy
It’s okay babe cause I love it, I love the way you haunt my memories
[Verse 1]
I still got your number saved
Even though I know you won’t call
I still know the words you used to say
I still remember every fall
(Mmm…)
Your side of the room is frozen
Your pictures face the wall
I tell myself I’m over it
Then I miss you through it all
I hear your voice in crowded places
See your eyes in strangers’ faces
Everywhere I go, I find traces
Of the person I was before you changed me
[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t wanna sleep tonight
‘Cause every dream has you inside
I don’t wanna close my eyes
Just to wake up and not have you by my side
(Oh-oh…)
[Hook]
I keep a couple pills in my bag is that something you can get used to?
If I told you what I mixed together would you join me and take one or two?
Foaming at the mouth again, I don’t want paramedics baby just you
Overdosing doesn’t feel so bad when the narcan is from you
After all these Xanax I still can’t forget our memories
Even still after I switch to liquor, it doesn’t work, now I’m starting to hate Hennessy
It’s okay babe cause I love it, I love the way you haunt my memories
[Verse 2]
I tried to throw away the letters
But I kept them in a drawer
I tried pretending I don’t care
But I care more than before
(Yeah…)
You left without a warning
Now every morning feels the same
I keep searching for an ending
To a story with no final page
Maybe I loved you too much
Maybe I never loved myself
Maybe losing you was easier
Than admitting I needed help
[Bridge — vocals whispered, guitar swelling]
Mmm-mm… mmm-mm…
I still miss the way you said my name
(Oh-oh…)
I still hate the way you walked away
But underneath all of this pain
I’m still trying to find myself again
[Final Hook]
I keep a couple pills in my bag is that something you can get used to?
If I told you what I mixed together would you join me and take one or two?
Foaming at the mouth again, I don’t want paramedics baby just you
Overdosing doesn’t feel so bad when the narcan is from you
After all these Xanax I still can’t forget our memories
Even still after I switch to liquor, it doesn’t work, now I’m starting to hate Hennessy
It’s okay babe cause I love it, I love the way you haunt my memories
[Outro — fading hum]
Mmm-mm… (still haunting me)
Oh-oh…
I love the way you haunt my memories…
Mmm…
I still
I still love
I still love
I still
I still love
I still love
You