Never win

I feel I'm surrounded by so many times of being wrong that I need a right the high isn't no fun anymore when it rains it pours I can't stand this game no more

Can't seem to catch a win no matter what I do I wanna feel like I used to back in the day when life was good before all the pain that I've endured I can't keep living life this way imma call I'm a crash and burn I need the hurt to go away send some sunshine my way clear up these rainy days

I'm begging please I look up and all I see is black clouds up above me fallows me around like a lost puppy I hit the ground cause I lost me feet if you ain't been around then you probably don't know what the I mean why does life wanna do it this way I tried some drugs and they took me away to a darker place cold and lonely so far away for everyone who loved me everyone's views of me have changed now they see the man I ain't I need to get back to the place that made me the man I used to see looking back at me in that mirror yea but today I seen the man I'm being so I smashed him in the face glass flying all over the place your a disgrace why would you let it take over you you knew better than to give in now you'll never win you need to get out of the state of mind you been in these days are different but I don't get it gotta get it geib I'm slipping in to a trap once again I don't no if I'm strong enough to save it or if I'll bend and just cave in