Preparing my wings

Verse 1
Some nights I feel the weight of heaven
Pulling softly on my chest
Not a call to leave this life
Just a longing for my rest

I’ve walked through fire, walked through loss
Learned how heavy love can be
Every scar feels like a feather
God is stitching onto me

Pre-Chorus
I’m not finished here
But I know what waits for me

Chorus
God is preparing my angel wings
One tear, one prayer at a time
Shaping them from every heartbreak
Every moment I survived
So when the day comes, not before
When He finally calls my name
I’ll fly with my babies
And never feel pain again

Verse 2
I picture them already glowing
Running where the fields don’t end
Tiny hands full of forever
Waiting just beyond my skin

I stay because He asks me to
Because love still needs my breath
But heaven’s promise feels so close
When I’m tired of the weight

Pre-Chorus
He whispers, “Not yet, my child”
But He’s building something holy

Chorus
God is preparing my angel wings
Through the nights I barely stand
Every time I choose to keep going
He’s holding my trembling hands
I don’t fly today
I don’t fly alone
But one day I’ll rise
And they’ll run me home

Bridge
I don’t want to disappear
I just want to be whole
I want arms that never let go
I want peace I’ve never known

If love is what makes angels
Then I’m already learning how
Because I’ve loved through unbearable loss
And I’m still loving now

Break (very soft)
I’ll stay.
I’ll breathe.
I’ll wait.

Final Chorus
God is preparing my angel wings
Not to escape this life
But to carry everything I’ve been
Through joy and grief and fight
And when my work on earth is done
When my race is finally run
I’ll fly with my babies
Into the arms of love
Where suffering is gone

Outro
Until then, I walk by faith
With wings I cannot see
Trusting every step I take
Is shaping eternity
God is preparing my wings
And I believe…
One day I’ll fly
With my babies
Free

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