Preparing my wings

Verse 1

Some nights I feel the weight of heaven

Pulling softly on my chest

Not a call to leave this life

Just a longing for my rest

I’ve walked through fire, walked through loss

Learned how heavy love can be

Every scar feels like a feather

God is stitching onto me

Pre-Chorus

I’m not finished here

But I know what waits for me

Chorus

God is preparing my angel wings

One tear, one prayer at a time

Shaping them from every heartbreak

Every moment I survived

So when the day comes, not before

When He finally calls my name

I’ll fly with my babies

And never feel pain again

Verse 2

I picture them already glowing

Running where the fields don’t end

Tiny hands full of forever

Waiting just beyond my skin

I stay because He asks me to

Because love still needs my breath

But heaven’s promise feels so close

When I’m tired of the weight

Pre-Chorus

He whispers, “Not yet, my child”

But He’s building something holy

Chorus

God is preparing my angel wings

Through the nights I barely stand

Every time I choose to keep going

He’s holding my trembling hands

I don’t fly today

I don’t fly alone

But one day I’ll rise

And they’ll run me home

Bridge

I don’t want to disappear

I just want to be whole

I want arms that never let go

I want peace I’ve never known

If love is what makes angels

Then I’m already learning how

Because I’ve loved through unbearable loss

And I’m still loving now

Break (very soft)

I’ll stay.

I’ll breathe.

I’ll wait.

Final Chorus

God is preparing my angel wings

Not to escape this life

But to carry everything I’ve been

Through joy and grief and fight

And when my work on earth is done

When my race is finally run

I’ll fly with my babies

Into the arms of love

Where suffering is gone

Outro

Until then, I walk by faith

With wings I cannot see

Trusting every step I take

Is shaping eternity

God is preparing my wings

And I believe…

One day I’ll fly

With my babies

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