[Verse 1]
Sky cracked
Ash in my hair
Scrolling the fire like I still care
One last post, one last lie
"Yeah I’m fine" while the oceans climb
Burning my name into bathroom stalls
Heart on airplane mode through it all
Every secret in a private thread
Typing out truth, saving as draft instead
[Chorus]
If the world goes dark, who’s gonna know
All of the versions I never showed
If this all falls down, what did I leave
Just screenshots and stories, not the real me
Not the real me, not the real me (hey!)
Just ghosts in the code, not the real me
[Verse 2]
I joke too loud so they don’t see
Hands still shake when it’s just me
I play the villain so I don’t cry
Call it a bit, really it’s a disguise
I kissed you once, then I played it cold
Said I was bored, I was just afraid to hold
Every feeling like a lit match stick
Blew it out fast so it wouldn’t stick
[Chorus]
If the world goes dark, who’s gonna know
All of the versions I never showed
If this all falls down, what did I leave
Just screenshots and stories, not the real me
Not the real me, not the real me (oh yeah)
Just ghosts in the code, not the real me
[Bridge]
Would you have stayed if I said I’m scared
If I said I’m tired of pretending I don’t care
Would you have run if I said "please stay"
If I dropped my armor, if I showed the fray
Sirens sing outside, sky bleeds gray
I’m alone with every word I didn’t say
End of everything, end of the feed
Still hiding from the person that I could be
[Chorus]
If the world goes dark, who’s gonna know
All of the versions I never showed
If this all falls down, what did I leave
Just screenshots and stories, not the real me
Not the real me, not the real me (scream it)
If this is the end, let it finally see
Every broken, bleeding bit
Of the real me