The Countdown

The countdown in my head goes tick tick,

The ending couldn't come so quick

Each day is one less worry,

Don't know if I want it to slow down or hurry

You got plans, and I got worries.

Once the time comes, that's when I'll learn what was buried

I'll know how it all started and when it ended

See how it got all twisted and bended

But either way I'd feel stuck in the past.

All those days I felt that weight,

Not knowing if I'll make it or if I break.

Would everything be clear or blurry?

When it all ends,will I get peace from all these memories?

I got this feeling that my world might rock like an earthquake

Everyday I hear the TICK TICK

Something big's gonna happen I can feel it

"Everything will make sense once you know."

Countdown is getting shorter,oh how time has flown

Don't know whether I want it to end or not

The endless tick of the clock

Used to feel so alive, and now I feel like a robot

"You'll know soon enough."

Everything you say is so vague!

Why can't you tell me now?!

What's with the wait?

Lost all track of time,don't know if it's night or day

Is morning is it noon?

Get out of bed and cycle through

Is it really as bad as it seems,is it all going to crash down?

Will it all just be a dream or my doom?

Oh I don't know where to look to.

All these years, gone through the motions

Hoping one day I won't wake up groaning

Fantasizing what you'd say finally on that day

You say you wish you didn't have to wait,then let's skip to the part where it's like I'm on a blind date

Not knowing what I'll walk into is something I really hate

Everyday I hear the TICK TICK

Something big's gonna happen I can feel it

"Everything will make sense once you know."

Countdown is getting shorter,oh how time has flown

Don't know whether I want it to end or not

The endless tick of the clock

Used to feel so alive,and now I feel like a robot

Create the suspense so tight,

Making the dark come into the light

"Skeletons in the closet",yeah that's the saying

So here's me on my knees,praying for the answers that I'm craving

"Why does this countdown feel like doom?"

Will I shrink or will I bloom?

These are the type of questions that I have endlessly asked

The answer is so unknown,I don't know how this will go

The truth will be unmasked

Everyday I hear the TICK TICK

Something big's gonna happen I can feel it

"Everything will make sense once you know."

Countdown is getting shorter,oh how time has flown

Don't know whether I want it to end or not

The endless tick of the clock

Used to feel so alive, and now I feel like a robot.

Tell me know so I can finally rest,

Take this heavy weight right off my chest

I'm begging,I'm pleading,I'm praying

"Answer me now!"

I'm tired of the cycles I've gone through and all the games I've been playing

Until then, I'll hear the endless tick

I don't know what you'll say on that day

But either way

It's a brick you're throwing my way