If I Lose You Again
Verse 1
I know I still smile when you walk in,
But inside I’m terrified…
’Cause every time we get close,
I feel the past right behind my eyes.
We’ve broken more than we meant to,
But somehow, you’re still home…
And maybe that scares me the most,
Loving you, not knowing where it goes.
Pre-Chorus
You say you’re fine, you’re okay,
But I feel every silence…
Every distance…
Every storm you try to hide.
Chorus
’Cause if I lose you again,
I won’t survive it the same.
I barely healed last time—
I still feel your name like a flame.
And if you walked away again,
God, I don’t know who I’d be…
I’d rather break a thousand times with you
than heal alone without you next to me.
Verse 2
I wish I could be fearless,
But loving you taught me fear.
Not because of who you are,
But because of what I almost lost last year.
I hold your heart like glass,
And pretend mine isn’t cracked—
But every time you disappear,
I relive what I can’t take back.
Pre-Chorus
I tell myself to breathe,
But I hear ghosts in your footsteps…
Hoping this time
you won’t vanish from my life.
Chorus
’Cause if I lose you again,
I won’t survive it the same.
I barely healed last time—
I still feel your name like a flame.
And if you walked away again,
God, I don’t know who I’d be…
I’d rather break a thousand times with you
than heal alone without you next to me.
Bridge
Maybe we’re fragile,
Maybe we’re fire…
But I know one truth—
my soul remembers you.
Even when we’re silent,
Even when it hurts…
I still choose you.
Final Chorus
So if I lose you again,
please tell me first…
Tell me gently, tell me softly—
don’t let it be like last time.
’Cause I don’t want to learn to live
without the love I prayed to find…
I’d rather break and rebuild with you
than feel fine with someone who isn’t mine.
Outro
You’re the closest I’ve ever come
to forever.
Yazy
