Life

He is my light in the dark. When I feel down I think of him and his faith in me .it gives me strength to push forward. Everyday praying for a miracle why does life have to be hard for good people .I constantly tell myself my miracle is around the corner. God please I plea to you what am I doing wrong .

I need better days I'm doing the best I can is it enough God please help me get what we need .I just can't break free of the grip of the dark ones as I try evil tries to devoir me all I want is to be happy feel love and bring miracles among the suffering. Why do I feel everyone's pain if I can't change it.

I look around all i see is lies greed suffering and pain makes my heart hurt .who God are you not here .I don't know what to do .how do we create the change many have talked about. I know God I'm stubborn but love I have but not sure that is enough. We need to create happiness please me the way .why is this happening . Tell me what to do please. I need more love and light in my life and in my heart.