God help

God help me through this .I'm trying not to let you down. I need a reason to smile again. I'm trying to be patient . My heart feels so lonely. Been so long . My faith tells me you have a plan for me . I know there's so much more to my story so much more I can do . I'm excited to see my next chapter. I'm excited to see what's next . Everything I love is with you . I don't know how to fight the loneliness.

Memories are haunting me . What do I do please tell me . Thank you for showing me how to use my words and showing me I can be so much more . I promise I'll trying Everything you send my way . I'm starting to see myself the way you do . I feel your faith in me .my struggle is real . Thank you God for all you do in my life Making me strong enough to face everyday .

I beg of you show me what to do . I feel like I'm not doing enough . please bring me to what I want and need . Bring me to better days please guide me .I will try to be patient. I want to do so much more.