I had a crazy dream

I had a crazy dream this afternoon. 
I saw and felt myself hallucinating more and more. 
I was with my sweetheart in my heart walking alone through the city. 
The streets were dark as it was evening and I saw a beautiful muscular male bare chest appear to my left. I couldn't see this man's face. This breast, initially transparent, appeared and disappeared and over the course of these reappearances, it became more and more opaque and colorful, and therefore real. I thought and believe I recognized my future husband's chest that I saw in a photo on Tiktok. 
Then I was transported into a series of romantic events while listening to my music echoing in my room. 
I met a handsome man with whom I fell in love over time. 
But, I didn't know it, this man also loved another woman who was very beautiful, tall and blonde. 
Despite everything, he also visited me, saying he was very in love with me. 
I believed him and loved him more and more. 
I told him: you are the divine light of my life because I loved him so much. 
My song aptly called “You are the Divine Light of my life” echoed in my room while I slept. 
I felt more and more connected to God and a beautiful, non-dazzling but increasingly stronger white light appeared before my eyes in my dream. 
I became very blinded to the point that I only saw her in my head. 
My handsome stranger abandoned me but I didn't know it yet. 
I found myself hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital. 
In total, I went to two different hospitals and in the last one, all alone in my bed, I called for help because I wanted to tell them that I loved this beautiful man and that I needed him and to see him, having no longer heard from him. 
But, the sounds did not come out of my mouth, so I was inaudible and the caregivers, despite all my attempts to shout, paid no attention to me. 
Once my voice was restored I came across this handsome man who I was still in love with but he was with his beautiful blonde sweetheart and they both made fun of me. 
I felt my heart breaking and so, I no longer knew where I was because this dream reality was breaking me and I thought maybe it was a bad dream but despite a lot of efforts, I had a lot of difficulty waking up and regaining all my lucidity. 
I took my cell phone and my nice future husband had left me a nice message on Google Chat ten minutes ago... 

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