“Fuck Feelings”

Yeah

Fuck…

I’m so tired of this shit

I wake up pissed off, life on some bullshit

Heart full of cracks, still act like I’m cool with

Every bitch lie, every promise fake

I gave too much love, now I fuckin’ hate

Pills in my pocket, liquor in my hand

Tryna feel peace but I can’t, goddamn

Thought you was real, turns out you pretend

Stabbed me in the back, then asked to be friends

I don’t give a fuck ‘bout karma or fate

If God got a plan, why mine full of pain?

I scream “I’m fine” but it’s all a lie

I been dead inside since the last goodbye

I don’t wanna talk, don’t ask how I feel

Feelings just ghosts and they too fuckin’ real

Heart on mute, brain on loud

Lost as fuck, but I don’t back down

Fuck feelings, they ruin my head

Fuck love, yeah, that shit left me dead

I drink too much, pop pills instead

If I crash tonight, don’t read what I said

Fuck trust, everyone fake

Smile in your face while they sharpen blades

If I don’t wake, don’t pray for me

I made my bed in anxiety

I gave her my soul, she gave me trauma

Now I got issues bigger than karma

Said she loved me, fucked my head up

Left me drownin’, then said “man up”

I don’t sleep much, nightmares win

Thoughts so dark I don’t let ‘em in

I hate myself, yeah, say it again

Mirror talkin’ shit like my fuckin’ friends

Every day feel like survival mode

Heart too heavy, can’t carry hope

If love a drug, I relapsed hard

Now my veins full of broken parts

I don’t wanna heal, shit takes too long

I just want peace or a different song

If I disappear, don’t act surprised

I been beggin’ for help in between the lines

Fuck feelings, they ruin my head

Fuck love, yeah, that shit left me dead

I drink too much, pop pills instead

If I crash tonight, don’t read what I said

Fuck trust, everyone fake

Smile in your face while they sharpen blades

If I don’t wake, don’t pray for me

I made my bed in anxiety

Tell me why pain never takes a break

Why every good thing turns to fuckin’ hate

I tried to love, I tried to change

Still stuck here drownin’ in rage

If I’m gone tomorrow, don’t act brand new

You watched me bleed and said “you’ll be cool”

This ain’t a cry for help, it’s the truth

I’m fucked up, yeah… now you too