Guilty love

Yeah…

I never meant for this to happen

Never meant to feel this way

Mm-mm

You tell me that you love me

Then lie straight to my face

And every time I catch it

You hold me tighter just to make it fade

I know your heart is with me

I see it when you hold me at night

But love gets complicated

When trust don’t feel right

And somewhere in the middle of the chaos

I got lost inside my mind

Cause your brother started understanding

The parts of me you left behind

Now I’m carrying this guilt around

Like a weight I can’t put down

I never crossed the line

But my emotions did somehow

And I swear I didn’t mean

To feel the way I do

I was trying to stay loyal

Trying to stay true

But pain changes people

And distance changes hearts

Now I’m stuck between healing

And falling apart

You still love me

I know you do

That’s what makes this harder

Cause I still love you too

Your brother never said much

But silence can say enough

A look too long

A moment too close

And suddenly everything’s rough

I hate the way my heart reacts

I hate that comfort feels dangerous

Cause nobody planned this situation

And none of this was intentional

Sometimes I wish you noticed me

The way he naturally does

Without me begging for honesty

Without confusion mixed with love

I keep blaming myself

For emotions I can’t control

Trying to bury feelings deep

Before they take a toll

Cause I’m not trying to break a family

I’m not trying to be that girl

I just got tired of feeling lonely

In the middle of your world

And I swear I didn’t mean

To feel the way I do

If love was only black and white

I’d know what to choose

But your lies left cracks between us

Even while you held me close

And somehow in my weakest moments

I connected with the one I shouldn’t know

Still…

You love me

And I love you too

That’s why this whole damn situation

Feels impossible to move through

So now I dance with guilty feelings

And memories I can’t erase

Trying to save what we built

While hiding what my heart became…