Back to Zero

Who can I call at 3 am? When I can't sleep there's no peace just fighting my demons! I used to call you when I had terrors but now all I hear is my own terror tearing away at me inside! A painful memory I wish I knew how to hide! Looking back I cherish our time. Turned emotionally abusive and left me to die!!!

Was it worth it? All the pain and crying? Knowing it was worth it. I would have died trying. To be your hero! But instead you knocked me back to a zero!

I treated you better than any one before. I opened my heart broke down my walls just to show me a new hurt! I buried my insecurities deep inside but somehow you used my flaws against me feels like fire in my mind! I tried my best to control those thought but when it got tough you pushed me away so far!

Was it worth it? All the pain and crying? Knowing it was worth it. I would have died trying. To be your hero! But instead you knocked me back to a zero!

In the end all we want is someone to fight for us!!! But when the shit gets tough and it scares you to the core!!!! Just remember!!!!! You used to be my world!!!!!

Was it worth it? All the pain and crying? Knowing it was worth it. I would have died trying. To be your hero! But instead you knocked me back to a zero!